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    Default Dear Friend

    There’s a space
    between you
    and me,
    like the spaces between these words—
    full of meaning
    if you look for it
    except…
    please,
    don’t start reading between these lines.

    It’s not the physical space either,
    though, to me
    it certainly feels like a physical thing
    with its own weight,
    its own heartbeat,
    its own presence
    like it’s here,
    standing between us,
    a barrier I just can’t seem to pass.

    You don’t see it,
    I hope,
    but I do
    it’s there in the words
    I want to say, but don’t,
    the messages I delete
    before you see them,
    the hugs I return timidly,
    the uncertain looks I sneak
    to ascertain your thoughts of me.

    And
    it’s not just you, specifically
    and no,
    I can’t really explain its existence
    and, yes
    I know it sounds cliché
    but you need to know
    that it truly has nothing
    to do
    with you,
    it’s me.

    I know it’s me.
    I’m a jumbled mess of pieces
    sown back together,
    a jigsaw puzzle where all the pieces fit
    but none of them seem to match
    sure, I’m whole now
    but, I think I must still be
    a little broken
    because you love me
    somehow
    and I…
    well, I love you too
    and yet…

    there’s a space
    between you
    and me.
    "Forget the lingering darkness in your scars
    and pour so much light into everything you touch,
    the universe will have to create brighter stars
    once you're gone."
    -D. Antoinette Foy

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