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Everything Under The Moon

This is just a blog of everything. With music, because I like sharing that.

  1. Slipping down that all too familiar slope

    It's happening again, that thing that happens when someone stands out from the crowd and I take notice and a crush begins to develop and deepen a miniscule amount more with every syllable they say. And when they have a lot to say, a miniscule amount per syllable really adds up quickly.

    It's becoming increasingly apparent that all I want to do is come home and talk to her on Skype. Her stories are exciting, the way she uses words, incredible. I can relate to her in so many ways, but ...
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  2. Strange things.

    I smirked a bit when my second ex's mom invited me to her wedding. Wish it wasn't in Louisiana, I'd totally go. Ah well.

    That really brings up memory's of last year. That was loads of fun we had running together. I just wish it didn't have to end the way it did. I always left the door wide open, but I can tell she's moved far on. Oh well, it happens a lot. Her mom and soon to be step dad made me feel really comfortable the one time we met at that convention in Oregon. Like I was part ...
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  3. Static in the veins

    Man, it's really crazy how things have changed since I was last here!

    Like, changes here and there and everywhere, but y'know, that's what life's all about. If nothing changed, well, nothing would change. So to speak.

    I know I've changed a lot. Looking back at some of those old posts of mine I think I feel a little embarrassed at myself for being like that at some point. Not to say I won't be embarrassed at how I am one day, but I do feel a huge bit improved on the ...
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  4. Been a long time, been a long time

    Shoot, it's been awhile. I can't remember but at some point I just stopped coming here. Tuned out, got lost in the debris fields. Every now and then I would stop by and watch an episode but I'd never check anything.

    Something drew me back here today and it all feels strange. Seeing names you recognize, but haven't in a long time. I look back at my last posts from over a year ago and the feelings embedded in them feel truly foreign to me.

    Lots of things have changed, ...
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  5. Some random thoughts turned writings of mine.

    Don't try to write your story, let it write itself. Liquid and poetry, go with the flow.

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    Fly and be free, escape what chains you down. Soar high, meet destiny beyond the horizon.

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    Head bent in the wind, cold pierces the coat. Look up and wait for the sun. The warm rays of spring will return.
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  6. Acceptance

    For the first time in a few weeks, my head feels clear. Clearer than it's been for awhile now, really. I also feel like I have a clear direction and purpose again. It feels good to not be wandering in the lost woods of uncertainty for at the very least a bit.

    Let me say that this past week was an overload for me. A lot of frustration, anger, depression, and down right dead serious scary moments. Frankly, I'm amazed I'm still awake right now at this hour, because gosh darn, between ...
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  7. Art Dump 1 - MS Paint

    Here's a few things things I've done solely in MS Paint, free hand with a mouse. I have a ton of other funny things I could post here, but not sure if all of them are okay for posting here. A lot of those Posh Samurai comics get gory and have some language (though horribly misspelled because of the ironic styling).

    Vemonn Picner,my "fantroll" I created, based on a fictional race of aliens known as Trolls in Homestuck
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  8. Musical Antics

    My oldest brother and I have been messing around for the past week, playing "tennis" with music on Facebook. He links a song on my wall, I link a song on his, we go back and forth, back and forth, getting some interesting exposure both ways, I'm sure.

    Today he posted The Distance by CAKE on my wall. This song is just so amazingly amazing! I figured I had to share the music video here.


    Enjoy!
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  9. *scratches head* Not sure I follow...

    Been seeing a spike in "love" and "letting go" type topics the blog section, lots of quotes or one shot things pertaining to the subject, and a lot of it confuses me.

    Some of the stuff about love is idealistic, and my reaction is just kinda "Ah, they'll learn in time, I'll just leave them to that."

    But then some people are talking about letting go being about letting go of being bitter, but I don't get it. What does accepting being bitter ...
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  10. Looking for the "Pause" button for life.

    I'll try to keep this short. To sum up headaches. It all keeps getting crazier and it's hard to keep up with. Just need to vent some excess before it builds up a lot of steam soon. And it will. :|

    My oldest brother's apparently going to be moving away to a different state in a few months. Saddens me greatly, he's always such a hoot to hang out with. Between him leaving and one of my old buddies going into the military this month, that leaves me short on people I like to hang out with. ...
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  11. I am such a hypocrite.

    Not even a week later and here I stand doing everything in contradiction to what I was planning on.

    I spent some time thinking carefully about my feelings for my ex, and I realized that I just have to legitimately leave this be for the time being. Not like being derp derp for spite, or some strange tactical thing, but I just have to leave my feelings out of it for now. No matter how much I care for her, it won't make a lick of a difference if she's going to shut me down telling me ...
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  12. The Aquabats!

    Well, I need to take the edge off of this mood, so I figured now would be a good time to listen to some music to help with that. What better than the Aquabats!?

    For those not in the know, the Aquabats! are a rather unique band. They dress up as superhero alter-egos and even have superhero names such as The Bat Commander and Chainsaw the Prince of Karate. The best part is that their music is totally awesome, too. So you have an awesome superhero band that plays awesome music. SWEET! ...
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  13. The Vastest Glub

    Warning: this is a vitriol fueled post, angry thoughts that I can't really air anywhere else, but I need to get out anyway.

    Just as things in my life had finally achieved a semblance of normal again, it seems things just had to shake up and explode again. This time I think I've just plain had it with this. I'm tired of having to believe her, tired of having to take her word, tired of having to respect her point of view, but mostly because I'm darn tired of not getting the same in ...
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  14. Look at where the time has gone...

    Ironic, me saying that, seeing as my profile picture is the Dave Strider, the Knight of Time himself. Even more ironic, seeing as he is a master of things ironic.

    I lose track of where I was waiting week after week for anime updates on the ongoing ones I was watching, and suddenly I find myself in a new season with all new releases and I probably have an overabundance of episodes to watch now. I may be burning candles at both ends the next few nights, but that's actually nothing new... ...
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  15. Internet Filters... >:(

    Gosh. Darn. Internet. Filters.

    If I had my way, I'd just be done with the darn thing and have it off my computer.

    It gave me a good scare by blocking OS once, and that was just a bad day for me, because no OS? Yeah. You see what I mean.

    Now they blocked Tumblr, where I've been recently making all sorts of new friends and being social and generally feeling a lot happier about my lot in life because of that site. Hopefully they unblock it like they did ...
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