byon 06-27-2012 at 04:48 AM (170 Views)
a few days ago i was talking to my friend and he asked me how i felt and i told him i was really miserable and had not felt that bad in years (i recently lost a friend that i had a really good bond with well at least that's what i thought)i was on the verge of tears by this point and feeling hopeless and helpless (we all feel like that at some point in our lives so no im not being an emo cry baby ok ?)i just really needed a shoulder to cry on to be honest yet that was the last thing i got. my friend instead of offering words of comfort proceeded to scold me telling me that he didn't need this sh#t and that he was sick of helping people which made me feel less than dirt.
to be honest it really hurt me for him to say that i know that it can be annoying to have someone whining about their problems but all i wanted was for someone to just listen to me does that make me such a selfish person ? i could never scold someone for coming to me with a problem they have especially if they were hurting or upset so why does my friend think he has the right to do that to me when i have spent countless days and nights talking to him when he had problems is it so wrong that i want the same support that i have given ?i haven't spoken to that friend in a few days and to be honest i don't really want to speak to him i really don't need to be scolded like a naughty child again when i wanted as a little help and understanding.