I feel like I'm becoming a collection of things that I do, like I'm becoming "something" instead of "someone". Not really anyone to talk to, even though I have a lot of friends. Noone to talk to for hours at a time, not a lot of people I can count on. But hey, maybe I'm just expecting too much from life. I've already had a lot of luck, I shouldn't ask for more. Besides, this is something *new*, which means I'll feel something that I haven't ever felt before, which means I'll
Lol. Getting new ideas everyday. But writing nothing down. HAVEN'T YOU LEARNED ALREADY? THIS IS ONLY GOING TO BE HARDER FOR YOU LATER IF YOU DUN WRITE NETHING DOWN. So I should write some ideas down.
It would be unfair for your protagy to have to make such harsh decisions from the start. But it would be unrealistic if he never had to do make them. Find the middle ground.
Research fight scenes. Also, do you like gore? Gore is pretty amazing, maybe you should put it in there
Updated 12-11-2011 at 05:52 AM by Paperroses
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3 days without writing anything down.
I think that when I make bad decisions in life, I stop getting ideas and I stop writing.
Well, it'll only be 3 days without writing if I don't write today. I hope I write today. I pray I write today. I've gotten some nice ideas though. Still no concrete ideas on what to do with Protagy. Who the hell is Protagy?
Edit... 10 hours or so after original post:
Finally. Some ideas. Didn't I have these ideas when
Updated 12-10-2011 at 01:27 AM by Paperroses
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Didn't write anything down yesterday. I'm not in the mood to write anything. Protagy, why you so hard to make up? I really have no idea how I'm going to write this guy, no inspiration, nothing like that. But I trust that I'll get an idea someday. Until then, I'll work on the other parts of this world. I have a couple other characters to write as well.
It's really crazy how some of the ideas I'm getting actually make a lot of sense. Not just a lot of sense, it's like... the ideas I'm
I didn't write yesterday. And I feel like I might not write for a bit longer. Dno why, I just don't feel like it's going to happen. I'm not giving up, I just don't think that this is what I should focus on for the next few days. Nothing's really happening to make me stop, I'm just going to take a break because I want to. Not like this is how I make a living or anything. Royalties *would* be useful though, for education and other things, but if I want to take a break, I think I should. And I will.
So.... So. Writing up. Protagonist. Not like I don't have any ideas or anything. Just... I can't seem to create a character that people can identify with. I need to think on... What kind of person I want reading this.
I'll write it down my thoughts then. Maybe it'll help.
There's a guy.
He gets powers.
Because at first he wants revenge.
But then he gets it, and it turns out he didn't actually want it.
He just wanted to be... a hero?
Just writing to keep track of time, so that I don't forget which day is what or something.
No work done yesterday [Day12].
No work done today so far [Day 13].
I've come to a part in my writing that seems to need a total revision. I guess... I need to let go of my initial ideas and imagine something radically new. Not easy for me.
Good news though: I've been doing research. Bad news: Every time I learn something new, I find myself wanting to make
Updated 12-01-2011 at 03:20 AM by Paperroses
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So, I wrote a little today. The funny thing about ideas: sometimes they lead to you having to make more stuff up. For example, in the pursuit of making a realistc character, you have to make a whole village's history up, along with it's people and culture. But it's not all bad, ideas like this can lead to holes in other parts of your idea being filled. Weird.
Anywho, maybe I shouldn't have left maybe 2 of the most important characters to both do in the same week. But I got ahead last
Day 9 was friday. Day 10 was yesterday. I don't do work on Sundays.
Guess I should write this, to help me keep track of the days.
Nothing written on Day 9 or Day 10. The word "day" is starting to look weird. I guess all words look weird when you read it without thinking about its meaning.
I got some great ideas, and then lost them. Didn't write them down, I can't barely imagine what could've made me feel the way I did when I made those ideas. It was
Ever since I started writing in the mornings [today =_=], I've been getting alot more work done. There is hope on the horizon... GEDDIT? 'Cuz sunrise.
S'yeah, I was really wondering if I could commit to this yesterday, since I didn't do any work in the morning and was sure as hell not going to do any work at night [bought some new games].
I wrote 2 character descriptions today that would have usually taken me half a week each! But it seems like all of the characters
Lol, Day 6...
If you don't change the world around you, it'll be close to impossible to change yourself. I'm getting really good at sniping. I haven't written much of anything for the past 3 days.
Maybe I really cant live without video games... maybe I should just try playing *less* instead of not playing completely. 2 Characters have to be written every week... but once the words start flowing it's easy to get 3 or 4 characters written in a
It's slowly dawning on me that my parents are very accepting people. I mean... when it comes to hobbies, and interests, and stuff like that; it's not that they don't care, it's that they don't mind.
Me: Can you buy me a table?
Mom: Like your sister's?
Me: No... it's like, a foot tall.
Mom: Like in Japan?
Me: [Panicking] No, like a coffee table... 'cause I like sitting on the ground.
Mom: Oh, like in Japan.