Paperroses

Haven't really been active here, obviously, lol. But I was at some point and I haven't forgotten about those times in my life.

Well. Um. I've been working on a separate blog of mine, though. It's doing well, I guess. Nowadays, I usually just talk about how I feel and what I think, but sometimes I talk about other things. Like video games.

I might write about anime or manga or movies at some point. If only I did anything but play video games though, lol. Know what? I'm ...

Dno if you're going to see this but this made me laugh, then think of your old posts.

"Think of how stupid the average person is, and then realize half of them are stupider than that. "

Not the kind of quote that you usually post, but it's funny, isn't it?

Lol. Noone even listens to me anymore. ...

"...when you ask God into your life, you think he or she is going to come to your psychic house, look around, and see that you just need a new floor or better furniture and that everything needs just a little cleaning - and so you go along for the first six months thinking how nice life is now that God is there. Then you look out the window one day and see that there's a wrecking ball outside. It turns out that God actually thinks your howle foundation is shot and you're going to have to start ...

Thanks for giving me some interesting posts to come back to, guys. I ran out of things to do and ended up here; thank you all for making it worthwhile.

I haven't been writing many blog-type things lately since life's been busy. And anything that I did write, I put on my blog apart from the one I have here. Hehe, I've been inactive for so long, I wonder if I can still say I have a blog here.

Sorry for linking my blog here instead of keeping this one updated ...

So sick of blogging nao. Whole week working hard at it, writing, advertising. Lol. Time to take a break. I want to get away from technology for a while. Go snowboarding or something. Except I don't know how, lol.

Maybe I'll go to the mall or someting.

Hey guys, I'm thinking of starting a serious blog. Y'know, those ones that are updated every day, that are really high quality, with the purpose of making money one day?

I really like writing and I'm planning on making it my profession so the more I write, the better. And with a blog, I could possibly be making money while writing!

Money = More time to write.
Writing for money = No need to do anything but write all day.

And that would be the ideal... ...

- Eat it all at once.
- Cover your mouth, do not puke it out.
- It is alright to swallow without chewing. It all goes to the same place anyhow.

This may be a new series of blogs. "Life Lessons" they are thus christened.

Only now do I realize how camp my nickname is on this site. Meh, at least it's original.

An update on my situation, in case anyone was wondering. Been gone for so long though, lol. Prolly noone here who knows me. Let me give you all a choice then.

Are you interested enough to press this button?

Spoiler for Button: 

So... Where to start?

My plan to make my school a more interesting place failed. The plan was to make people care about their lives by helping them

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9/30/2012
This is a note to my friends. It starts when this sentence ends.

Spoiler for A Note to My Friends: 

You will probably never read this. I might show it to you sometime in the future.
Life is uncertain; whether or not it'll work out the way I plan it is God's choice. I don't mean to say that I expect myself to fail, just that if I do change the way I think I might, these words will count as unspoken.

Thank you for everything you've done for me. Lol, no, really.

...

"If you fight in the beginning like it's the end, when the end comes it'll be as if it's all just begun."

And yet, I still can't get started on me homeworks.

Gawd, one day, I gotta try not talking so fancy. I mean, I do it all the time. Maybe I should, like, just say whatever's on my mind as I would say it out loud. It's gotta be fun.

And by "say," I mean "write," obviously. Or maybe not that obvious ._.

[01:44] Pprs some days, i'd prefer not to think
[01:44] Pprs just to feel
[01:45] Pprs but i've made decisions that
[01:45] Pprs don't allow me to do that
[01:45] Pprs sometimes, ...

For some reason, a wave of sadness washes over me every time I realize that I've done something completely selfless.



I have no idea.

Didn't really feel like I needed to make a post. Was just listening to a song when I felt something that tied itself to a thought. I guess I will try to flesh out that thought, since I can. Or, at least, I can try.



So, what's there to say? I am at around 24:00 but don't skip to it.

I feel sort of like I'm missing something. Like there should be something here that isn't. It might be that thing again, where I ...

On nights like this, I really wonder if I know anything.

Other days, I can tell myself I have everything under control: that I know where I want to go and how I'm going to get there.

But not on nights like this. Nights like this, I don't even know if I know anything.

I swear, noone tell me I know what I think I do, or that it'll all be better if I just keep going. I don't want to seem like a huge downer, but no, noone knows anything. If it's the only ...