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This was happened last night, Leah (my friend) invited me out to drink and I easily agreed knowing I might see Faith (my fantasy) again. Her friends started to came so I'm confused as hell because I haven't met their friends after all.. Our night started with a cheers! In the Table Leah sitting beside me and Faith in my front, while others are busy on their long and most awaited chit-chatting, I looked Faith intimately and noticed she was looking at me too, she's making some gestures like pouting
Updated 06-22-2016 at 02:34 PM by reese109
uhmm.. I just want to share this feeling that is f*cking up me inside.. Well, as you can see I don't have a close friend ( not at this time).
It was started way back in my college years.. there was a girl caught my interest and her name is Leah.. As a nursing student we tend to have a group while on duty or curricular activities.. I didn't notice time passed by, my feelings for her grew.. I knew that I wasn't supposed to feel towards her because she's a close friend of mine.. During
Updated 09-17-2015 at 06:22 PM by reese109
it's been 2years since that day, when you're lying on death bed. I remembered all
the events happened, and my heart still in pain.. I know it will last forever, the hole
you left inside my heart but i don't want to be a selfish daughter for you. Regardless
of pain, I'll just keep doing good things and try my best every single minute so that
you'll tell God that '' that's my daughter''. Stay always beside God mama. there, you
It's been a while when my mother left this world. She's my everything. My first teacher, my cook, my adviser and my lover. I'd always wish what's the best for her, even if she's now in heaven. I want to give her my everything, Christmas is fast approaching, This is my first christmas without her.. I'm just always missing her.
It's been a long time since that day..
I thought I already forget the memories, Happiness and the person.
I even tried to commit to someone but doesn't work out.
what's wrong with me?
Am I still in love with the past
Or I was so stupid to accept it.