Parody for Disaster

Life is so unfair you know? You don't deserve anything that you're experiencing right now. Whats more is that you're the eldest and they choose to go around bullying you.

If life was just as easy as leaving them it would've been better. In all honesty, they just really don't see how important you are to them. I bet you if you were gone from the house for at least a few months maybe they'd start to realize just how stupid they are for always taking you for granted.

I agree that she needs a harsh lesson. There are people who really don't learn unless something happens to them and your sister looks like one of those types.

On a side note don't chop her lol, its not worth dirtying your hands on.

Your sister fails to realize the life she's in. She's living in a lie, thinking that life is easy and not thinking of how its affecting your family in whole. She needs a slap in the face by reality. She needs to know that life ain't as easy as her little mind thinks it is.

*Hugs* Everyone faces difficulties in life, hang in there. Sometimes things must get worse before it gets better.. I'm here for u Jeiru ..

^Thanks to the both of you. You don't know how much a simple sentence means to me..

I barely have friends.. so I appreciate everything that you guys said.

Here are some things you can be sure of, in all this unsureness.

1) You are who you are. Being who you are on purpose will bring you joy. And to others, it will either give them permission to be who they are... or make them want to change you. Don't hold anything against them. After all, everyone only does what they suppose is right, based on everything they know.

2) Everyone thinks they know so much about how the world should be, and what "normal" is. Only fools are sure of any one thing forever. Humble men become wise when they understand how much they don't know.

3) On this site, everyone can relate to some of what you're feeling so you're not alone.

4) Time WILL change, and teach, everyone. No one is exempt from time. Karma will come around.

Keep hanging in there. :)

Thanks musikalles. I'm still hanging in here with all the people helping me. They may be few, but they are a great help.

That's actually why I decided to blog it here.. because I know otakus will know how I feel. Thank you so much.. :(

love begets love and hate begets hate :)

We all have pain in the past, uncertainty in the present and fear in future but we must live for the moment....live with love, compassion and understanding towards another

Also, believe in yourself, because God believes in you.

P.S.
I agree with Kobowo

This might be long, so bear with me. LOL

Anyway, I can relate to you in a way. In the past, the person who I can't stand against was my cousin. She's spoiled and happy-go-lucky, and she always asserts what she wants. Living with her is being in hell. I swear she's at my tails every time. Every little mistake, she'll point out and ridicule. One time, just because I broke the button on the TV, she told me I'm not human.

My cousin wasn't the only one who gave me a hard life. There were friends who suddenly became enemies just because of someone's manipulation. During fifth grade, I'd had the whole class of mine (even a teacher) against me because my antagonist had godly acting skills to turn the tables for me; she cried and blamed me when I didn't even do anything (well I did--I befriended the person she told me not to, but I'm glad I listened to my heart).

Trust me, you're not alone. You're not the only one who wanted to make voodoo dolls and tear them into pieces. Hatred and fury will always be in every one of us. They fuel us and tire us, but we break out of them from time to time.

If ever you will snap--and snap you shall--don't ever regret it. Even if everyone will be against you, you have to let it out too, or you'll implode. When people keep on striking you in whatever way, slowly show them that you care. Of course, they'll naturally like it and do it more, but you've got to stand up for yourself too. Do you know that telling someone you hate, "GO DIE!!" at the right time can keep you sane? The effects of whatever we do have biochemical reactions and may keep us from any brain disorders. So, if you're going to vent, do it to the person you want to vent on. The pleasure of doing so will help your brain be healthy.

I'm not recommending you should be angry all the time though, but you should show to your sister that you care that she hurts you. You can bad-mouth her in her face if you have to prove to her that it hurts to be treated the same way. The thing is, if you constantly show to her that you don't want what she does, she will be conditioned and will know what you don't want her to do. By being indifferent or being so-so externally wouldn't help you get what you want the most: inner peace. I think she's asserted who she is in your life well enough. Now it's time for you to assert yours.

My respect for you isn't lost. You don't deserve this kin-bullying, so fight for yourself because you've got nothing to lose but you're sanity if you won't prove to them you're not a worthless human being. Even if things will get worse, fight.

There'll be people who'll admire you and hate you along the way, but keep on fighting. Show them who you really are. Show them that you're not easy to toy with.

As parting words (I really typed a long one, huh? XD), here's a message from Kent M. Keith:

"People are often unreasonable and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway." ^^


Have a nice day, and be strong. ^^

P.S. You have friends in OS, and even if they're far away, you've influenced them as they had influenced you. Relationships, however they started, are important. There will be people who hate you, but, remember, there will be more people who'll care and love you. ^^

I can't say I understand how you feel, being an only child myself. I am not one for doing things for the sake of others. I do things for myself. Am I selfish? Maybe. But it doesn't matter what they say, it matters how you feel. People can be mean and ugly creatures and sometimes you can't ignore them. I find the best way to deal with them sometimes is to just lock horns with them and let them know how you feel. Let them know they make you angry, sad, and annoyed; let them know you love them, hate them, or are just plain indifferent towards them. Most of all, let them know that they can think what they want, because in the end their thoughts about you won't matter. Yours will. And as long as you keep a positive self image about yourself, you will be happy.
Stay positive and know you have friends in OS.
PS Whether it is karma, God, Gaia, or the universe; things have a way of working themselves out. You just gotta put your best foot forward.

I agree with you TrueNoblesse there are times that people should just give in and fight for themselves. I mean there are really times when its too much already. Sometimes the only way to go is to fight. Not all the time though agreed.

I know that feeling, I too have problems, but don't give up.
I too. im just like you.. :D
but keep on going .. :D

I know that feeling, I too have problems, but don't give up.
I too. im just like you.. :D
but keep on going .. :D

aside from what i said at the OSRO. I think all you can do now and to positive. That is what i always do when it comes to this type of problem. Just live your life to the fullest. You would never know, maybe when you and your siblings grow enough, you will someday laugh at this fights. ^_^ live on jeiru!