Pen Name Zen Naari

Hey guys, I'm back... and I'm bored... so it's time for another melancholy blog...

As you have heard from 23lansengan, he came to visit me in Tagaytay... for those who don't know, he was my classmate in highschool... and he means a lot to me...

You've read my rants about SyKo... maybe... I don't know... but let me sum up...

SyKo is my best friend since childhood. We've gone through ups and downs. We've had fights. But all those just make us closer. Although, I always look up to him. I respect him. He's like Oz and I'm Gil (Pandora Hearts). He's Barney and I'm Ted (How I met your mother). He's the risk taker and I'm the guy who tells him that it's a bad idea.

No one can replace him. He means a whole lot to me. And even though I'm far behind, he's always there to show me that he's right in front of me. Even though I feel that we are distant, he reminds me that we are closer than molecules in a solid.

I just met up with 23lansengan as I said... and to me... well... just turn SyKo and I around... He's my underling... but I mean that in a good way...

SyKo was the one carrying me from above... but 23lansengan is the one carrying me from below...

He respects me and looks up to me. He thinks of me as a mentor and a role-model. And I do so.

To be honest, before highschool, I was an anti-social... A bit of a maniac yeah but I didn't want to get involved with people...

My philosophy was that getting involved with people only leads to getting hurt...

On my first year of highschool, I decided to change... be friendly... even though I'm new, just try to be the leader of a group for once...

and that's where 23lansengan comes in...

He and another friend became my underlings and then I thought, I should be an example to them...

Thus I created my own philosphies... and remade my first...

Because getting involved with people means getting hurt, getting involved with people means loving them...

and they are a part of what made me who I am today...

SyKo played a huge part...

but we can't ignore the little things that make us who we are...

our mistakes, our regrets, our views, our decisions, and of course our friends

Be thankful for everything that happens to you... be it bad or good...

Because everything down to the last second makes you who you are now...

And if you are not proud of who you are right now, then go out there and start doing what you always wanted to do... accept the consequences and just FIGHT THE POWER...

Remember that you are the sperm cell that won the race against billions of competitors...

You're awesome... but if you don't feel that you are, then BE AWESOME...

This is who I am, and I'm proud of myself... down to the last detail...

Yeah... I'm really bored and I really needed to let that out... okay... thanks for reading up to this far guys...

I'll see you in the next anime event... hopefully... okay... bye guys~

Tell me which day during toycon most of you guys will attend... I have a feeling I can only attend once...

Okay... bye-bee guys~!

You're all awesome!