byon 03-07-2012 at 12:03 AM (109 Views)
Gotta sleep early. Starting blog post with no clear direction.
Seems that I have lately avoided being deathly depressed over wasting the time I have been afforded in this life. I don't feel as intensely as I did then, but it feels similar. Again, I feel like I have something I have to do but I'm not doing it. I wonder what it is.
While I was writing, it felt pretty clear. Write more, feel better. It worked, I guess. I still have revisions that I should be doing. I feel like I should start writing something else though.
Maybe this is a kind of "distancing period" where I busy myself with other things in order to come back to my story with a more objective point of view. I guess I should trust my feelings more.
I think I'm being taught to trust my feelings more. It's been a while since I trusted them. Maybedoesn't want that. Maybe He wants me to be more balanced.Spoiler for Religious Content:
Guess there's never an end to this "learning" thing. Guess I'll have to trust my feelings more. Guess I'm thinking too much. After all, why would I have feelings if I would just ignore them.
Heart, mind, and soul. Too much mind, not enough heart? What's a soul?
Questions. Again with the questions, which is good. Means I'm being asked. Means that answers will come soon.