Otaku-Streamers :: The Cure to your anime fever :: - Blogs - Megpoid07

First meaningful blog . . . cool

Megpoid07 — Wed, 23 May 2012 05:15:22 GMT

Things have gone . . . weird.
Everything is so misplaced, that it’s all trying to get back to where it belongs. Like a traffic jam, except things are pilling on top each other and themselves. I’m also mixed up in this mess, in fact I’m a leading cause in it. I’m so tiered of people preaching at me about potential. I didn’t even know what that word meant much less it existed until High School. People are waiting for the next big thing, and want to be the first to discover who’s going to bring it to them. I feel bad for all those people who will be let down when the person they pushed gives up, or doesn’t meet their expectations. “You are perfectly capable of doing this, so why don’t you do it?” Here’s an easy answer “I don’t wan’t to.” That’s like when your at wedding and everyone know’s the marrying couple wasn’t meant to last, but no one dares speak up when the “Speak now or forever hold your peace” opens up. Or a forbidden name, like Lord Voldemort in Harry Potter. Everyone is thinking it and believes it, but are afraid to say it because of the reaction or maybe consequence. But who made those rules? Who said it wan’t OK to do your own thing? Who said you couldn’t make your own choices, and had to fallow where others were taking you? No one. So why do we fallow them? It doesn’t do anything for you, but give you a headache and make you stress. What good does that bring?! Maybe I just want to do my own thing. Don’t get your personal feelings and thoughts confused with mine. I know how I work, and everyone else thinks they do too. I’ll be the first to break the rules. I’ll be the first to do my own thing. I won’t bring you the newest attraction because you’re pushing me to, I’ll end up doing it because I’m going my own way.
I don’t know how other people think. It could be just like how I think, but the difference is the actions. Where will you lead to?

I’m tiered of complaining. I’m tiered of fallowing the rules. I’m tiered of it all. I have a plan, so stop trying to interfere.

Animazement!!!

Megpoid07 — Tue, 15 May 2012 20:37:04 GMT

So you guess where right!! Good things are going on!! My dad moved out, my grades are a working progress, and I get to have this fun this month!!!
So this weekend the family and my little sister friend get to all go to a race in Charlotte!! Then next weekend I'm going to Animazement with my friends for 3 days!! And get a day off cause its memorial day weekend!!! Then after that just another 8 days till it's Summer break!! YAHOOO!!!
I'm so excited!!

How am I gonna survive THIS time?

Megpoid07 — Thu, 26 Apr 2012 04:52:55 GMT

Wooow~ So~ much has Happen~d!
I'm just gonna jump right into the pot, and spill the beans!
So, for those of you I thought (and still think) I could trust, and/or had built a strong internet relationship with, GOOD NEWS!
My father is OFFICIALLY OUT of the house! But, due to previous dramas, stresses, hormones, etc. my academic courier has hence forth . . . PLUMMETED. I'm straight up DOMED!!!

I get out of school in less than 45 days - AKA - less than 30 school days . . .
I'M STRESSING OUT MAN, I'M STRESSING OUT!!!
I only have 4 classes, and I'm failing 3 of said FOUR! The only class I'm passing is PHYSICAL EDUCATION! P.E. PEOPLE, P. E.!!!
And it doesn't exactly help any that I've missed over 16 - maybe - 20 days of school!

AAAAARRRGGG!!!!!! WHY DOES THIS STUFF HAPPEN TO ME?!!!! I'M ONLY FRESHMAN!!! I DON'T WANNA BE A 9TH GRADER AGAIN!!!!!!
:donwan::indotz:

My biggest fall back is I'm a HUGE procrastinator!!! I asked my Algebra teacher for some advise on how to change that, because she claims she's the 'Queen of Procrastinating', an you know she did? She said "Well, I'm sorry S*****, but, I meant I WAS the queen. Now that I've changed, I don't REMEMBER, what I did."
. . . . Bitch :angry: .

Does ANYONE, NO, let me rephrase that . . . CAN anyone help me?!
Advise, Tips, Phrases, Quotes, I NEED IT ALL!!!!
:bow: :touched:

Tiered of everything

Megpoid07 — Tue, 27 Mar 2012 16:20:06 GMT

I'm so Tiered. I'm tiered of letting people down, of give myself excuses, for what? I can't sleep, I'm too awake. Thinking of things like, gotta get it done, need to finish this, haven't done that yet. There doesn't seem to be time anymore.
If I ran away from my problems, and started over on my own, would that help?
Maybe I could just a cargo ship to Japan, and then live over seas. Maybe I could travel the world, bare foot, broke, alone, independent. That really doesn't sound half bad. I just don't know anymore. I'm to lazy, the biggest procrastinator on the face of the earth.
It's time to run.

regretting having regrets

Megpoid07 — Mon, 19 Mar 2012 16:27:51 GMT

Sooo~, I haven't blog in a long time, it's been about 3 or maybe 2 weeks! I don't know but it feels like a life time!
Anyhow~, I'm just going to complain and vent like I naturally do in a cheery way, to my 'readers' (even though I don't have any)!!!

So, to the venting! This entire month also leaking a little from February, I've been missing a LOT of school. I've missed about 2 weeks worth~! And the best part is that we only just got into this semester (with new teachers and things) January! So yeah, as you can imagine, I am VERY behind. I've taken my sicks days for granted and planned on doing work, but alas me coming from a family of procrastinators, failed in doing so!! ALL IN ALL, I'm doomed. Just flat a**ed DOOMED!

*si~gh* I don't know how to focus myself in doing work! I need help! I'm so tired of letting my teachers down, and of have the regret of not having anything DONE! I just want to be able to say "I'M FINISHED!" And it doesn't help any that my father (OH, AM I GONNA BLOG ABOUT HIM!!) is threatening my trip back to California, I have seen ANY of my family from CA in 3 YEARS! I really miss them, and have probably talked to all of them about 5 or 6 times between that time.

I . . . I JUST READ ECCHI >:O

Megpoid07 — Fri, 02 Mar 2012 23:21:44 GMT

O MY GOSH . . . And here I thought I knew it all.
I only JUST NOW found out what ecchi was. I had heard about it from a few of my male friends who read yaoi, and they said it's a cut between yuri and yaoi . . . I don't see it.
I feel so dirty!! OMG! I just thought that I'd share with my OS friends that I just unintentionally scared myself for life. hehe . . . I'm just speechless . . . I guess this is how straight guys feel reading yaoi, I've read yuri before cause it never bothered me, or turned me on. Neither does ecchi though, its just like one of those 'I walked in on my parents having sex' feelings/moments. I'm basically just in shock! hehe

I don't know why I just shared that with the internet . . . ahh~~

Things just keep geting better & better!!! NOT!

Megpoid07 — Sun, 26 Feb 2012 21:10:31 GMT

Alright, so, I just dug myself into a hole that has no light, no hope, and no escape.This has nothing to do with my previous blog by the way.
This blog has to do with the endless amount of school work I have.
So last week, I went to school twice. We didn't have school on Monday, so Tuesday was like Monday.
Anyways, the previous week I got ISS (In School Suspension) for 3 days because I was play fighting with friend (I fucking hate my damn school).
The Vise Principle was interrogating my friend, asking her "Was she really?? Was it REALLY play fighting?" OH MY GOD!! I'm gonna shot him!! I SWEAR!
I wish I could just say
"HAY!! JACK ASS!! YEAH YOU FUCKER!!! DON'T GO TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I WAS BEATING UP MY FRIEND!! JUST BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A DELINQUENT, DOESN'T MEAN I AM ONE!! FUCKING JUDGMENTAL ASS HOLE!!" But If I said that, I'd get suspended FROM school.

Okay, I ended up venting instead of venting.
So I skipped Wednesday and Thursday Because of something that happened after school on Tuesday. Then when I came Friday, expecting to be able to go back to my classes, I instead was informed that I still have ISS for 2 more days
I felt like this ~>:angry::=X::indotz::omg::wahaha::goodmood:I've lost my mind!! AHAHA!!
. . . I'm gonna go commit suicide now.

Made a huge mistake, and need help.

Megpoid07 — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 02:18:03 GMT

I was over at an acquaintances house with friends.
Now, this acquaintance smokes pot, and so do my friends, I however am kind of like the designated driver. I won't touch the stuff for the life of me, because I know what that stuff leads to.
Anyways. Its my best friend (girl), her Ex-boyfriend, and his best friend. We all get along great, and hangout a lot. So, we're all at the acquaintances house (who is friends of the Ex-boyfriends, and his best friend), chilling out in his room, play Call of Duty and listening to music, and its getting pretty late.
Its about 6 (so the sun is down) and its really warm in this cramped little room. I decided to snuggle with the Ex-boyfriends friend (not the acquaintances), and kind of fall asleep in his lap head first . . . then the acquaintances father walks in the picture.
As you can imagine . . . I ran out of the house as soon as the guy said get out.
I left my friends there, and bailed. I never do that kind of thing, bailing OR being like that (all touchy feely) granted I am a perv, but what adolescent isn't?!
I'm still really shaken up, and I have no idea what happened to my friends. Please, help me. I need some kind of . . . SOMETHING!! I'm so scared.

Feeling . . . Lonely

Megpoid07 — Sat, 04 Feb 2012 02:45:00 GMT

Previously there was a blog about being lonely, and that because we're otaku and have so much free time, we must be lonely, other wise how could we find the time to BE otakus?! Well . . . I'm starting to understand where that blogger is getting that from . . .
There are times that I just lay in my bed thinking about all the negative things about myself, so that I can cry myself to sleep, in ORDER to sleep that night! How pathetic is that? Not because I have to go to such extreme measures TO sleep, but because I CAN. I've never had a boyfriend, I've always craved to be held around the waist, to be told beautiful things. But that stuff is all from Shojo Beat Manga's! It's never going to happen! I've come to realise that . . . I'm going to be lonely for a good long time! I've excepted that! So . . . Why is that I can't stop thinking about it? Why won't I stop crying? It's like an endless amount of sea water. Anyone? Please . . . tell what what to do . . . :gsg51::gsg46:

Seven Days to Fall in Love

Megpoid07 — Wed, 01 Feb 2012 20:41:48 GMT

If you could go out with the hottest guy in your school, for seven days, no questions asked . . . would you?
I've been reading this manga where exactly happens! But whats better is that its yaoi! (YEAAAAAS~ <---- FanGirl screaming) I REALLY recommend this manga! Its cute, and I mean SUPER cute! I won't tell you anymore than A) READ IT & B) Its super duper cute and romantic!!
READ IT!!!

Is it possible to run out of things to read?

Megpoid07 — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 19:18:29 GMT

DUDES!!! I THINK I RAN OUT OF THINGS TO READ!! PLEA~SE!!! HELP ME~!!!
If ANY-BO-DY has a suggestion for something entertaining to read . . . PLEASE TELL ME!!!
COME ON PEOPLE JUST TELL ME SOMETHING TO READ THAT I HAVEN'T READ BEFORE!!! I'M DESPERATE!!!
Just so you don't suggests something I HAVE read . . . behold things I've read!
D. gray-man
Fairy Tail
Blue Exorcist
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
High school Debut
Skip Beat
Fullmetal Alchemist
Dead Man Wonderland
Negima! Magister Negi Magi
Vampire Knight
Chibi Vampire
One Piece
Bleach
Naruto
Crimson Hero
Red River
Fushigi Yugi
Captive Hearts
Ouran High School Host Club
Millennium Snow
Hot Gimmick
Zatch Bell

you get the general idea . . . lots of action LITTLE romance (I'll stick with my yaoi as far as romance goes . . . *giggle*)

PLEASE!!! JUST HELP ME!!

D. Gray-Man . . . caught up to it . . .

Megpoid07 — Sat, 28 Jan 2012 09:32:55 GMT

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! NO~~~~~~~ I FREAKING CAUGHT UUUUUU-PA!!!!
CRA~~~~~P!!!!
:indotz::crywithno::cry::noway:
*heavy sigh*, I wont spoil anything, but I'm really torn!!! I cried so much in the 100-200 number chapters!!! I just!!! . . . sigh man, I hate this feeling EVERY-FREAKIN'-TIME I catch up with a manga!! Its always the same!! The closer you get to the presently updated chapters, the more intense the scene and the better the art gets!!! MAN!! It's just so remorseful, because I always end up regretting catching up, so that I don't have to be all spazy!!
I kid you not, that when I get REALL~Y excited over manga/anime I pound my fists into my bed, (sometimes) scream the name of the character I excited for, have to keep whipping my eyes cause I'm looking down at the computer screen while crying over a VERY emotional scene, or sometimes (majority of the time) I start emailing friends in a detailed manner and spoil the hole thing for them I'm just so Happy or Sad!!! *exhale* . . . *heh*

If you do the same thing . . . PLEASE . . . let me know I'm not alone.

Kuokuo debut!! ><

Megpoid07 — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 00:41:16 GMT

So~!! I've been reading a LOT of shojo beat manga's lately . . . I don't really know why, but I favor Kuokuo debut (high school debut)!! I can relate to how the main character Haruna feels. And If I were in her situation, theres no mistaking that I would end up doing and say the things she does. I never played any sports unlike Haruna, But we share a common goal from middle school! Unfortunately however, she beat me to that goal. si~gh . . .
I mean, its not like I can just run up to a random good looking guy and be like "BE COUCH TO GET A BOYFRIEND!!", and then end up falling in love with him (damn, its times like these when I wish that I could live in an anime, or video game!).

Oh well, just thought I'd vent:phew::haix::indotz::noway::omg:

Cartilage piercing

Megpoid07 — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 03:33:28 GMT

Well today I got my cartilage pierced. It didn't hurt anymore than I normal piercing, but I've been told that the healing is EXCRUCIATINGLY painful. Well, we'll just find out for ourselves, wont we??

I would have posted a pic, but I'm still having difficulty's decoding it.
If my readers/friends could PLEASE give it to me step by step in simple detail . . . You might get a picture within the next hour! (Plus I finally just got tiered of feeling stupid, so I asked my mom for help . . . we'll see what happens)

One . . . More . . . Try

Megpoid07 — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 09:19:40 GMT

Alright! First, before I try ANYTHING, I'd like to thank jeiru01 and Liberator for their help, and even if it still doesn't work, my thanks are not in vain!!

now lets do this thing!!
[IMG][/IMG]