Spoiler for Relgious Content:
I know it's a little late but for Lent, I think I'll give up music and video games, and after this novella is [hopefully] done, I'll give up writing. Weird. Maybe I won't give up writing. Maybe I'll just give up the other two. Then at Easter I'll buy myself new headphones and a new game and blast some Visual Kei on a 10-hour gaming marathon. I really have no idea.
But this writing thing... Never worked with a deadline before. I used to be anxious about it but nao I'm
Sometimes being an Agoraphobia can become lonely. I tell myself so often, that I don't mind being alone, that I don't mins being single, that it great cause I can do as I please but sometimes the loneliness can become oppressive and the ugly thoughts rears it's head and then.....
Depression hits and it hits hard. It's crippling and destructive. It tears away at you from the inside bit by bit until what remains is a shell, a shell filled
hello guys! its been months since we gather and talk about stuffs... I was wondering if maybe we could organize another event.. ^_^ so hit our group's bulletin and share some ideas ^_^
Updated 02-27-2012 at 01:54 AM by nakahara24
I don't go out much, in fact I hardly ever leave my flat (due to Agoraphobia) but as I said before my condition isn't as bad as others and thankfully I have been able to see parts of the world and indulge in different cultures, from eating frogs DSCN0870.jpg and bugs DSCN0684.jpg in Cambodia to ridding Elephants in the forests of Nepal DSCN1864.jpg and even going to the highest point in Hong Kong DSCN0270.jpg and riding on a boat through Four Thousand Islands
So, I just finished watching the Oscar Awards on the telly and let me tell you, it was brilliant!!! I love movies!!!! I love movies so much because it's one of the few things that can totally transport me from my shitty world to another. It takes my mind of the rubbish I go through, even if just for a couple of hours.
So, there I am, watching the Awards, surrounded by my 8 cats. Now I love my cats and I let them get away with the worst but tonight was unacceptable. I live on my own, 2 b/room,
Alright, so, I just dug myself into a hole that has no light, no hope, and no escape.This has nothing to do with my previous blog by the way.
This blog has to do with the endless amount of school work I have.
So last week, I went to school twice. We didn't have school on Monday, so Tuesday was like Monday.
Anyways, the previous week I got ISS (In School Suspension) for 3 days because I was play fighting with friend (I fucking hate my damn school).
The Vise Principle
Updated 02-26-2012 at 02:18 PM by Megpoid07
Two weeks ago I was lounging on my sofa watching American Idol (love this show) on the telly but with 8 cats vying to to get on the sofa with me and positioning themselves at arms length for ample caressing, I soon fell asleep with all the purring or tonal buzzing as they call it.
What woke me from my cat induced sleep was the worst possible thing anyone can imagine.
AN ANT CRAWLED INTO MY RIGHT EAR!!!!!
The little bugger just
The best way to cure hunger after eating:
Something sweet after something salty...
Apparently... when we intake salt, we want to eat more... which causes hunger even after eating a huge dinner...
Something sweet usually works... candy, few tablespoons of icecream, tablespoon of nutella, chocolate...
But I made it different (although I do it sometimes)...
I have a thing for dairy stuff (cuz I drink softdrink all the time)...
I'm looking for a nice Slice of life/Drama/Romance anime. Any and all help is greatly appreciated. I know it isn't a very specific set of genre tags, but I'm hoping you guys will some-how know what i need.
I want to dedicate this song for my best friend who always stays at my side . . .♥
Alone, I held back my tears as I sat with my knees close
On nights that I'm about to lose to anxiety that can't be helped
The person that was right by me whenver I noticed
Was no one else but you
Tripping as I continue to wish that "I want to be
I was over at an acquaintances house with friends.
Now, this acquaintance smokes pot, and so do my friends, I however am kind of like the designated driver. I won't touch the stuff for the life of me, because I know what that stuff leads to.
Anyways. Its my best friend (girl), her Ex-boyfriend, and his best friend. We all get along great, and hangout a lot. So, we're all at the acquaintances house (who is friends of the Ex-boyfriends, and his best friend), chilling out in his room,
I have this fear, a fear that has caused the loss of many things in my life, my job, friends, my perfect figure (hahaha), my love *sob sob* a fear that I have lived with for 3 years which I now view as a way of life. My fear is not as bad as others who suffer, I'm not as crippled as most who've allowed this fear to totally consume them. There are some advantages to being a recluse, I get to watch Anime and read Manga all day long. I've a great relationship with my cats, all 8 of them and I know
Originally Posted by alown
i love the video of hidan no aria
not too many hahahahahaha demo a little