Some thoughts on tonight. The blogs remind me of punctuated equilibrium. Meaning that it changes once in a while, and when it does, it changes by a lot. But all the changes come at once with long pauses in between. I always feel like I'm the only one posting in those pauses. Lol. Or maybe I post at a regular pace and everyone just posts at the same time in between a couple of mine. Either way, it's feeling really dead. Get posting, Brothers.
Anywho, on to the real news. I think I'm
Setting up a tumblr. A friend of mine is thinking of making a central site for a couple of local young writers. It might be a little early to be sending out invites. No idea what the criteria is to have your work posted on there. If I find out that it's open for everyone to join, I'll make sure to post it here.
S'yeah. Setting up a tumblr for personal use. Well, not really personal. I could say "Professional Use" but it's not yet my profession. Gawddamn, ticking clocks
If I'm not going to write story tonight, I might as well write some poetry. Or maybe it's not poetry. Either way, it's descriptive.
The clouds turned the world into a cathedral.
But the light of the sun was a little too strong and a part of the roof collapsed.
The rain realized quite late that it was meant to fall.
Like a people unsure of what steps next to take,
The drops fell one by one,
Testing the dirt.
Then something cracked.
I hate making short posts. Especially when I've made a couple recently. Also when I post almost consecutively. It just goes to show, more of you lurkers out there should put your feelings down here. It's a nice place. Cozy.
Anywho, to the important parts. 1,009 isn't a small number. It could be, in relation to other numbers, but when you're used to writing only about a hundred words a day [on good days], 1,009 becomes a large number.
*Paperroses struggles to hide his
I think one of my problems might be that I always start writing when most people start trying to sleep. So I always get tired and end up writing like the tired person I am. Going to bed nao.
Hey you! Try writing while you're actually fully conscious, genius.
Noone comment here. I know I should just get things done. I know I've just been making up excuses until now. Let me just get this written down.
I'm scared of listening to music. I'm scared of watching any serious tv program, or reading any serious manga, watching any serious anime. If I listen to music or watch or read anything serious, I'll feel something. If I feel something, I'm going to be inspired. If I get inspired, I'm going to want to write something down. And I haven't written
I feel sorry for double post. Especially when I don't have much to say.
For you, it's all about momentum. If you don't stop, you won't stop. But if you do stop, good luck starting again. You're like... a giant, ten-ton ball of profoundness. Don't let the ball stop rolling.
Day46 of Writing. Haven't written anything since the 3rd of January. But I had some new ideas and refined a couple old ones. I just have to ask... why is it so easy to write
[In a slow, meandering tone...]
So far, all I've gotten written down... are character descriptions...
One and a half stories off the top of my head...
And what may be a fifth of the first story I ever put my heart and soul into planning...
Of all the character descriptions, I think only 2 or 3 are usable though. And I think I'll need more. Characters, that is. No plot going yet. I don't know the protagonist very well. I think I might have a lead on him though.
Updated 01-03-2012 at 04:20 AM by Paperroses
Hahahahaha. FFS, write something down, right? 6+7=15. Lol. 15 days without writing. What's wrong bro? What's going through your mind? Why won't you get anything done?
*Paperroses will nao write everything down that he's thought about in the past 2weeks in order to somehow find out what's going on.
Ideas so far:
- The Phantom
- Everything Man
- That Girl Who Thought She Wanted To Become An Hero
You really don't
Math class. I was bored. And tired. Nothing special, but it has parts in it that I think are pretty cool. Lol, nao that I read it over, sounds pretty lame.
Beat: Slow, Moody,
I wonder why I'm tired, realize it's 'cause I didn't sleep;
Last night, looked at my flow, thought it was rolling in the deep;
Didn't get no shi- done, so I said I'd do it in the morn',
But when I woke up in the morning, found that no shi-
Day29. Haven't written anything for 6 days nao. Been busy? Mebeh.
Really no idea how to get back into this. Maybe I'm acting like I now too much. Throwing knowledge around won't let me get started again.
Maybe It's because I want this too much. I thought it was that but I haven't started writing again so I guess it's not that. I need to find a nice, quiet place where noone really goes.
Would it be worth skipping school to get back on track with this thing?
So. I don't really know why I didn't finish that story I said I'd finish. Not like I haven't already planned it all in my mind. Because I did that a year ago. Why isn't it written down yet?
Maybe I'm still not used to getting in character. Maybe it's just too tiring to turn into a depressed, 16-year-old schoolgirl whose friends are graduating while she gets held back. Maybe I've just been too tired lately. I have been tired lately. What am I doing that's making me tired?
If you're trying to get work done, the Internet is not your friend.
It's over... I give up on trying to be a writer.
I've been dreaming about this so much.
I've been thinking up plans.
Thinking up deadlines.
Thinking up goals.
I told all my friends.
I made everyone trust me.
I thought of quitting school for this, no matter how stupid that sounds.
I thought of finishing school ahead of everyone else for this, which would be close to suicide.
But everything is different now.
I asked God
I'm going to put some music on. And then I'm going to open up notepad. Then I'm going to ask God to keep people from bothering me for an hour. And by the time the day is over, a story is going to come out.
Edit: Oh Shi-. I wasn't lying. I didn't expect that. I actually got things done.
You suck at writing. Practice moar.
Should I post this story? Should I? Hmmm, Mebeh. Expect it by the end
Updated 12-13-2011 at 02:54 AM by Paperroses