Paperroses

I guess I should spoiler tag this, since it's religious content. But it's a lot about my writing as well. People are known for assuming that things placed in front of them are being shoved down their throat. So don't take the tags personally, unless you're the kind of person I'm talking about.

Spoiler for Religious Content: 

I know it's probably wrong of me to say I think I know something about God for sure, but I think I know something. I'm praying I'm not wrong. I should be afraid of being wrong, especially now

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Listening to old songs while playing COD. Always surprises in the lyrics that I only catch while my head is processing information at billions of bytes an hour. Oh, I just died. Blogging in the middle of a game? Yeah, it's that profound. My team just lost. Here are my findings.

The part I wanted to point out is:

Is it the military or the Oedipus Complex?
Which kills the Holy Father for industrial contracts?
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I heard in Church a lot of things that have been on my mind lately. Everything the pastor said seemed to be the answer to my questions. But again, knowing how to get yourself saved won't save you.

Basically, the message was this: the wise men followed a star whose light went out from time to time. But they trusted that it was the way. They walked through the darkness to find the only light.

For the past couple of weeks, which is a long time by my standards, I've been ...