busuonrenkin
03-15-2010, 09:00 AM
- We had always been afraid of seeing that dark sky...Frightened that we may never see that bright sun once again...But have you ever thought, that if it wasn't because of that rain...you wouldn't see that colorful bow, happily curving the blue sky?..-
Life is full of circumstances...full of obstacles we have to go through...Challenges we must win...But in any competition, there's the reward who's waiting to be claimed...
Life is a big mystery...yet we kept on living this life...well, because it's a must... because the more we move forward, the more we find answers about our questions...and by the time we solved that mystery...is the time, that we had this signs of professionalism...this white strands of hairs...curves of wrinkles...and those marks of aging...that is the time...we had completed our mission in this world...
We shouldn't be afraid of facing every dark cloud that is about to come... Cowardliness has no room in real life...Courage is what every man should learn... We should have the enough guts to face our own storm...The time we conquer those storms, is the time...that we had taken a big step...an advantage that we could hold on to, to taste the sweet victory we're all aiming for...
Once, I was this weakling, who can't stand on my own feet...A person who always look for someone whom I can lean on...who is very dependent on others opinion...I never had my own beliefs about anything, never had my own opinions about such things...that's why no one had ever thought of asking me to advice them...because they know I am the one who's in need of those advices...I felt stupid, every time I am running into this dark road...looking for an open arms who's willing to embrace me with concern,love,and nurture...where I can be contented and where I can find the real happiness...But what I thought was wrong...I can't be contented and happy as long as I kept on staying that way... who kept on being dependent on others feet...A burden in others back...
Realization happened when suddenly I felt the guilt...of seeing those people crying for me, suffering because of me,and sacrificing just to make me happy...From then on, I started asking myself: " How long should I stay like this?....How long?..."....And how many times should I hurt someone's heart?....Why am like this...in the first place?.." I felt the anger!, because I am nothing but a scalawag!...I am a fool!!!!, for how many times I had encountered so many problems, why am I still like this?...why am I still a coward?...OhH! Yes!, because I am too afraid of facing this insanity!!...
I concluded that problems isn't the thing we should be afraid of...not that dark clouds...but the guilt you might feel, when you force someone to do the things for you...It is hard as hell, when you see them suffer...I had learned that if you want to be strong, let the obstacles of life challenge you...so, at the end ,you can tell that every price and every big steps you have taken is what you deserved....No guilt, and No regrets...
Let yourself dance and play with those raindrops who kept on pouring...Feel the burning feelings...The emotions that are all flowing towards you...As they hit the ground, is the time when the agony, pain, and aches are over...Have that smile on your lips as a sign that you're happy while facing those hardships for at least that rainbow..that colorful bow painted on that blue sky is the reward that you deserves...That is when the happiness and the contentment I've been longing for, was first felt....=))
QUOTATION:
" The rain doesn't stop easily...so wait...have patience..., so you'll see that Mister Sun looking at you happily..."
- BusuonRenkin- =)
Life is full of circumstances...full of obstacles we have to go through...Challenges we must win...But in any competition, there's the reward who's waiting to be claimed...
Life is a big mystery...yet we kept on living this life...well, because it's a must... because the more we move forward, the more we find answers about our questions...and by the time we solved that mystery...is the time, that we had this signs of professionalism...this white strands of hairs...curves of wrinkles...and those marks of aging...that is the time...we had completed our mission in this world...
We shouldn't be afraid of facing every dark cloud that is about to come... Cowardliness has no room in real life...Courage is what every man should learn... We should have the enough guts to face our own storm...The time we conquer those storms, is the time...that we had taken a big step...an advantage that we could hold on to, to taste the sweet victory we're all aiming for...
Once, I was this weakling, who can't stand on my own feet...A person who always look for someone whom I can lean on...who is very dependent on others opinion...I never had my own beliefs about anything, never had my own opinions about such things...that's why no one had ever thought of asking me to advice them...because they know I am the one who's in need of those advices...I felt stupid, every time I am running into this dark road...looking for an open arms who's willing to embrace me with concern,love,and nurture...where I can be contented and where I can find the real happiness...But what I thought was wrong...I can't be contented and happy as long as I kept on staying that way... who kept on being dependent on others feet...A burden in others back...
Realization happened when suddenly I felt the guilt...of seeing those people crying for me, suffering because of me,and sacrificing just to make me happy...From then on, I started asking myself: " How long should I stay like this?....How long?..."....And how many times should I hurt someone's heart?....Why am like this...in the first place?.." I felt the anger!, because I am nothing but a scalawag!...I am a fool!!!!, for how many times I had encountered so many problems, why am I still like this?...why am I still a coward?...OhH! Yes!, because I am too afraid of facing this insanity!!...
I concluded that problems isn't the thing we should be afraid of...not that dark clouds...but the guilt you might feel, when you force someone to do the things for you...It is hard as hell, when you see them suffer...I had learned that if you want to be strong, let the obstacles of life challenge you...so, at the end ,you can tell that every price and every big steps you have taken is what you deserved....No guilt, and No regrets...
Let yourself dance and play with those raindrops who kept on pouring...Feel the burning feelings...The emotions that are all flowing towards you...As they hit the ground, is the time when the agony, pain, and aches are over...Have that smile on your lips as a sign that you're happy while facing those hardships for at least that rainbow..that colorful bow painted on that blue sky is the reward that you deserves...That is when the happiness and the contentment I've been longing for, was first felt....=))
QUOTATION:
" The rain doesn't stop easily...so wait...have patience..., so you'll see that Mister Sun looking at you happily..."
- BusuonRenkin- =)